我失去了很多朋友，这让我很难过。他们有时候看到我吸了毒，就不再理我了。手臂上都是针孔不是件值得炫耀的事。

　　The illness that I go through when I use you and the after effects are the worst that you've put me through。

　　我经历过的最不堪忍受的事，就是因为吸毒引起的病症以及后遗症。

　　Wanted to kill myself a few times 'cause I couldn't go through it. Well guess what heroin, I can and did do it. I can beat you anytime. I can control you, you don't control me。

　　有时候我觉得我撑不下去了，我想过自杀。你猜怎样？我能鼓起勇气这样做，而且我确实做过。我可以随时打败你。我能控制你，你不能控制我。

　　I've got enough will power to get you out of my life for good. I'm strong and much stronger than you can ever be. I'm not losing anything over you。

　　我已经有了足够的意志力来将你永远驱除出我的生命。我很坚强，比你坚强得多。我不会输掉什么的。

　　Goodbye heroin. Never again. Family comes first。

　　再见海洛因。我再也不会见你了。家庭才是最重要的。